depressed and sad

I am really down today. Don't know why. and don't really care why.

I have a friend. They have been my friend for almost 20 years now. But I wonder sometimes if they really are my friend. We had a short discussion about something today and I don't think they are. If I was in a position to help a friend out, whether it be financially or otherwise, I would. They laughed at me when I said I would. I mean the conversation was not a serious one but the tone that they took when I made a comment about sharing the wealth sorta hurt.

ANY WAY!!!!! Life goes on right? RIGHT?? Such as it is, that is.

I feel bad. I am tired. I am sick.

I keep waiting for this financial peace stuff to kick in but so far nothing. It is just one big pit and the bottom can't be found.

Out for now......