depressed and sad

I am really down today. Don't know why. and don't really care why.

I have a friend. They have been my friend for almost 20 years now. But I wonder sometimes if they really are my friend. We had a short discussion about something today and I don't think they are. If I was in a position to help a friend out, whether it be financially or otherwise, I would. They laughed at me when I said I would. I mean the conversation was not a serious one but the tone that they took when I made a comment about sharing the wealth sorta hurt.

ANY WAY!!!!! Life goes on right? RIGHT?? Such as it is, that is.

I feel bad. I am tired. I am sick.

I keep waiting for this financial peace stuff to kick in but so far nothing. It is just one big pit and the bottom can't be found.

Out for now......

bored, bored, bored

I am soooooo bored today. I hate being at work and not having anything to do. I would rather be slammed and covered up than this......

alone in the world

Friends, Family, Enimies? What is the difference? Can anyone tell me?

friend?

What do you think of a friend that uses you but accuses you of the same?

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